I wish I could visit each and every one of you and give you the biggest hug ever and let you know in person how much your positive and warm influence in the past few weeks has uplifted my spirit.
Without the love, kind thoughts, words, actions, muffins, Cadbury mini egg blondie bars, prayers, pho, massage, rose quartz, acupuncture, care packages, new pajamas, energy work, long talks, long walks, foot rubs, allowance of adult nap time, acceptance of my tears that seem to come out of nowhere, angel card readings, Facebook messages, emails, blog comments, texts, and of course snuggles with River…I would not be better as quickly.
I never knew how large my tribe was. I am honored, humbled, and inspired to do more to give back.
I always felt I could do everything on my own. I never wanted to ask for help. I could do it all on. my. own.
Each day I learn to trust others and not just myself. This has been a long time coming. A spiritual practice for me.
What a gift you all have given me. A chance to rebuild myself and a new life for me, my son, my family, and tribe…no matter how far extended.
The storm hasn’t fully passed, but each day the sky lights up in brighter and richer colors than ever before.
Again, if I haven’t responded to you for your kind words, thoughts, and all that rainbow-filled glowing-good stuff…thank you.
I will honor all your love and return it to you and to someone else who is in need. I have been lead by example that selflessness isn’t sacrifice, it’s one of the biggest gifts you can give yourself.
And in the words of Arnold Schwarzenegger, “I’ll be back…” 😉